BLUR
funny how being internet-starved the past three months still leaves me speechless now that we have 2 stolen days of internet service at work...

when i try to remember what has happened in my life lately, everything comes in a blur.

i've had a lot of internet-less moments before when i would feel the urge to rave, vent, or rant, but when the moment has passed, i find myself unable to write at all.

how sad.

what's been occupying my mind lately is this weird homesickness i feel for boracay. it was around this time last year when i went there. oftentimes, when the sun dares to peek in the mornings after nights and nights of rain, i'd find myself thinking how perfect it would be if i was in bora. walking in its shores in the morning when most of the people are still asleep (as if i used to wake up early eh once ko lang naman nagawa yun. hahaha), checking out the brightly colored bracelets and necklaces, deciding where to eat and what to eat, lounging in the sand watching the boats, the sea, the sky...and all those many picture perfect moments which are still so vivid in my mind.

bora is so beautiful in november. there aren't so many people, the nights aren't as noisy, hanging out in the bars isn't so stressful (you can spot an unoccupied bean bag from meters away), the water is crystal clear. the air just right - not so humid and not so cold.

i miss it so. i told myself, bisyo na to go there twice in a year...i hope i have the sense to realize that it's over to indulge that much.

if i survive the urge to go to bora this november, heaven help me, i hope resist palawan.

i so need a beach-break. :(