i take one step away and i find myself coming back...

can i just say m so totally into this song?


your song
-parokya ni edgar-

It took
one look
and forever lay out in front of me

One smile
then I die
only to be revived by you

There I was
thought I had everything
figured that
goes to show there's too much I know
bout the way life plays out

Chorus:
i take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only
you..

Now I know
that i know nothing at all
except the fact that I am yours
and that you are mine

Oh,
if you told me that it wouldn't be easy
and Oh,
I'm not one to complain


now lemme just find the guitar chords...

 

  galera no more :(

i was looking forward to another weekend of snorkling and eating halo-halo in the coral groves in galera, but the weather doesn't seem to agree. m so disappointed. and i know i've been procrastinating posting pics from our galera trip last last weekend. now i've lost all interest in posting them altogether. sheesh. i never even got to blog about how i loved snorkling (it was my first time). and how i loved the halo-halo because it had melon on it. and how i got toasted swimming at 10 in the morning. i never even got to tell about my sun, moon and stars henna tattoo and how we enjoyed people watching and drinking and singing til 4 in the morning. and i never even got to complain about how i caught cough and colds being steamed on the boat ride back, then being showered by the rain in the batangas port and then being frozen for 4 hrs on the bus ride home. tsk. tsk.

i wanna go to galera again and snorkel and eat halo-halo. :( *sniff*

spoiled.



 

  hmmm... having just gotten out of a long term relationship...and being happily single...m sad that, for quite some time now, i've somehow refused to see that people really close to me craves, yearns, and actually deserves to be happily committed.

m sorry for not understanding. :( i do now.

 

  m more than blessed...i've been kissed by the gods :) i'll never be able to express how grateful i am that i was blessed with beautiful (and sexy and handsome) friends.

yesterday was a very difficult day for me. and then i got sick in the middle of the night. as i was throwing up the dinner i did not eat (my last meal was lunch and i didn't even get to finish it), i despaired over my sorry state -- alone, sad and incredibly hurting. for the first time in a long while, i felt weak again. i wanted to come crawling back to the arms of the one who caused all these pain. i was, in fact, drowned in self pity.

but the heartwarming surprise i got from my friends today made me realize that i am lucky. i am blessed...i am loved. :) a few recycled balloons and a choco mousse did the trick.

to lulu, ruth, van, lette, jen, chawie, rhea, glenny and jt...words would never be enough...but...


THANK YOU, THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIP :)



 

  what's more painful than having your heart broken?


seeing your friend's heart get broken...and not being able to do anything about it. :(

lette...i feel your pain. m here, you know that.





some words of wisdom from my friends:

van: be happy for yourself coz rarely can people move on in a much faster pace.
lulu: you will find someone you deserve. the number of years is not proportion to the depth of love...you can still find someone who will love you more.
me: i find strength in praying that God would help me find someone who will not only love me more, but one who will love me best. (no rush though, just praying. :) )
JT: ang hirap kse sa mga girls masyado kayong idealistic eh.

dang. kakainis talaga to si JT. hehehe.

boracay sunset pics from glenny's trip coming later.