..:: life's a B e A c H ! step lightly into the realm of the unknown. ::..
Quezon - my paradise...ehem...thanks glenny for this pic.
really. i will.
a txt message i received from my guy best bud chie at 1:10 AM last March 21:
Rmmbr un uspn ntn dti n pg mgkk-gf ako e ikw ang 1 s mga unang mkkalam? wel,am fulfilin dat promis.Ü
of course during that moment, i was both genuinely happy for my friend who's been single since birth, and touched that he remembered the promise we made 8 years back. i knew The Day was nearing when we last met for dinner in greenbelt 3 weeks ago...about a week after my bf broke up with me. i know i should have told him that time. but i just didn't have the heart to burst his bubble of romance. he was all aglow with the prospect of finally finding The One.
and now this. the guilt is starting to gnaw at me. it's been almost a month and i haven't had the guts to tell him yet. how would you feel if at the start of your own lovelife, you will be greeted with the horrendous news of your friend's 6-year relationship breakup??? i can just imagine how he would act so big brotherly and protective...and he would start asking questions that i have no answers yet...and he would ask me how i'm doing...and he would imagine what i went/am going through...and he would imagine how much i've cried...and he would feel mad...and so on...
it's a scary thought. but i really really have to tell him. he'll be hurt if he heard it from somebody else. promise i'll tell him when the next opportunity comes...really. i will.
wish me luck.